Don't worry I'm not going to feel sorry for my self and start moaning haha! Though...I really wish I could have another shot because as I am older, I've come to realise how I should be in a relationship. There's no one I love more than Dan Rendel and I'm not blind to the imperfections we have. I found a list he wrote of all the things that bothered him within the relationship and as I was reading it I was thinking to myself: 'how could I not do this?'
I think I was going through a patch where I wanted to find myself but unfortunately Dan felt the wrath of Hansi.
I can honestly say I'm not even like that anymore, I have no idea what I was thinking!
However saying all this I am quite happy even though I am sad that Dans moving on. There's not much I can do if that's how he feels! :) So I'm just staying single for now... Though I wouldn't mind having a boyfriend who I could spoil! :D Making them breakfast in bed, foodies when they're poorly or Sunday roasts... Unlimited kisses and hugs, taking walks in the park, going to new places and having a giggle :3 it's nice just to be able to look after someone. Buying gifts and things. Ooooh it'll be reet. I love Dan and I think he'll always be special to me but it's time to get a grip of reality and do my own thing. Poor pudding, pigeon, fat bear, bumbum bee, mrs bum, little seal.
(Every nickname Dan had for me symbolised something round and fat hahahaha charming! :P)
